duminici mici cu soare

photos: verde ursuz

 pe scurt: salonul european de bandă desenată (galeria 3/4, TNB), bilete la teatru pentru 5 şi 14 noiembrie, surpriza zilei: cadavre exquis a ilustratoarei mele preferate, Penelope Bagieu, Cărtureşti (niciun weekend fără), MŢR (Festivalul Internaţional de Literatură, Dubravka Ugresic cu Ministerul durerii şi autograf,  o ultimă întâlnire a serii cu domnişoară foarte drăguţă care mi-a făcut cadou o cutie cu ceai negru: "a nice to meet you gift" aşa cum a scris chiar ea.
azi: clătite pufoase şi tartă cu mere şi scorţişoară. cina la van gogh. în unele zile, fericirea chiar stă într-o ceaşcă de ceai. that's all.

when you get enough sleep, all is full of love

să nu mai uităm de ceea ce ne face fericiţi. so far, so wonderful. I had a lovely day. another breakfast at van gogh cafe, another two theatre tickets although I had to wait in line for half an hour, another book, a great one which I didn't expect to find here, it's penelope bagieu's cadavre exquis,I was so happy, still am, my day's not over and all is full of love. I have to clean my room a bit, put the groceries in the kitchen and then I'm out again. this meant no going out last night, just dinner with a friend and that also meant being able to enjoy this day. I love waking up in the morning and not being tired or sleepy. 

smile. pictures tomorrow. 

this feeling of love

almost dawn now. and this feeling of love surrounding me. warm and cozy and peaceful. I make lists while I sip of my cup of tea. it's peaceful, people are no longer yelling at each other. could it be the tea? could it be you? could it be that november is almost here? Me, I'm grateful. you are wonderful. I think about all the things I forgot to do, where did I go? all the photos, all my mornings, all my dresses. but all the fears are gone, all the negative thoughts. it took a while, it took gallons of tea, but it's peaceful inside. maybe I could stick around a little longer. heart, could we do it? should we do it? or should life be made only of morning rumpled sheets, books, tea and love? heart, what do you say?

make room for something better

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I'm a tea person. And by definition, a tea person never yells at other people, never shouts, never tells bad words to the others. And so if you say about yourself that you're a tea person, yet you get mad and make others feel bad, then you're not a tea person.
Earlier I got upset a little bit because of people. Of people shouting at each other. For reasons I cannot understand, for reasons I don't want to hear anymore. I had no music to make it all go away, I had no you to tell me I'm making the right choice. All I know is that I can do THAT thing, a thing which now only has contours, blurry lines. But I know what I like, I learn from the others how one should not act, how one should talk to people while asking for something. That even money makes the world go round, who cares about that if you feel your heart stopped?

What's your reason for being unhappy? Mine, I can solve and replace. Now tell me yours.



and something beautiful. 

when I get tired

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I know that most of the time this is because I'm sleep deprived. it is then when I can no longer focus and I am not satisfied with lots of things. but now it's Friday and I should do something about all the things which bothered me during the week. First of all, I need a tidy room. And then I will redecorate it. I feel so sorry now that I bought black furniture but one has to live with it (at least until a new home) since one took a bad decision a couple of months ago. but what can you do with some orange walls? not much, I tell you. Especially when orange is not your favourite colour but you have to literally face it every day. Tomorrow I'll be meeting someone for breakfast and later on I'll be having some tea with someone I don't know yet. I miss reading Arts&Decorations, a wonderful magazine, so I should buy it tonight. and then I have to cook and photograph whatever I'll be cooking since my other blog here is crying for some new posts. It's weird how I can't wait for these things but I'm not thinking about actually getting any sleep. And it's also weird how I don't really wanna meet friends this weekend but I don't wanna stay inside on Sunday.

also, last night I watched New York, I love you, it was a nice movie, but it made me wanna see a French movie this weekend. strange, isn't it? and I think I know what movie I'll see. fingers crossed for all my plans to stick to the schedule. will have to refuse any other offer (unless it's a really tempting one). I really miss baking cakes and having time to enjoy a lovely afternoon.

so maybe I see you in a couple of days. with photos. :)