06 March 2014

use me


when you're done, I won't care. It's better to be used by you than not having you at all. There are no feelings left so it's okay. It's not like I could make room right now. It's not like I feel anything or actually care. I just wanna see how it feels to feel. Whatever I was supposed to feel and I didn't. So break me, use me. You left these traces, who would've guessed? I think I missed taking the wrong decisions. Because this is what I decided: make 100 more mistakes when it comes about you. It's still a way of controlling your own life, don't you think?

When you want someone and you don't care about the end result. I'll enjoy it, I promise. I just don't wanna refocus, I don't wanna make room. I'm stubborn, so stubborn, no suprise here. I still wonder what the hell happened.

It's either you and us sharing something undefined or nobody else. Not now. I don't wanna make room and nobody's willing to fight for it anyway. So let's just go ahead with this undefined whatever and enjoy it.


  1. Perfect! It's at least two people feeling the same way


With the past, I have nothing to do; nor with the future. I live now. Ralph Waldo Emerson

Don’t pray when it rains if you don’t pray when the sun shines.

îmi ţin fericirea în buzunare, în zeci de buzunare cusute pe dos.

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