And so it begins...

Tomorrow. A new day. On the edge of a breakdown. Oh no, I am not like that. But the pain became physical. Hooks in me, you say?! You're probably right. And it will end soon. I hope. I feel sick. Perhaps I am sick. It's midnight. I should be sleeping but all I can think about is you breaking my heart and smashing my soul. Don't you dare... Sometimes I forgive because I forget. Silly, right?! But when something leaves visible traces behind, I cannot forget nor forget.
Let's sleep now. Hush... all the insignificant cold words are to be said in the morning. Tears. A favourite mug broken. A hug. A closed door.
Why did you have to break my favorite cup?
And so it begins...