take a deep breath

o luăm cumva de la capăt cu un nou an? nu simt deloc că ar fi un nou început, ci doar o simplă continuare. I always have a headache nowadays. I always run and run and find too little time to stop and see, not just watch. I should take a deep breath and go on. I've came back today after a more than pleasant train trip. beautiful forests with a white untouched ground and black silhouettes holding hands together as if not letting anyone inside. with music, my school papers and a book. with peace inside and a calm I had almost forgotten. and then the people on the streets, the crowds, the cars, the insanity I love so much. I had to walk a lot by foot, problems arose as soon as I got here, had to go to places, talk to strangers, ask for informations, make phonecalls, talk a lot on the phone trying to solve the problems, getting tired with every hour. and despite all these, I didn't get mad at them, I managed to keep calm. And so, all the problems were solved. I have a headache now and I might be cold too, but I take a deep breath, take my gloves and go back outside, among the streets, the crowds, the insanity I love so much.