this feeling of love

almost dawn now. and this feeling of love surrounding me. warm and cozy and peaceful. I make lists while I sip of my cup of tea. it's peaceful, people are no longer yelling at each other. could it be the tea? could it be you? could it be that november is almost here? Me, I'm grateful. you are wonderful. I think about all the things I forgot to do, where did I go? all the photos, all my mornings, all my dresses. but all the fears are gone, all the negative thoughts. it took a while, it took gallons of tea, but it's peaceful inside. maybe I could stick around a little longer. heart, could we do it? should we do it? or should life be made only of morning rumpled sheets, books, tea and love? heart, what do you say?