08 November 2010

how I became older

it's 7.30 and I'm not even planning on dressing for going to work. I'm too tired to make a cup of tea, to eat something or to even figure out how to dress without looking like I wanted to spend the rest of the day in pyjamas. My eyes hurt. And there's nothing really at work but full 8 hours spent in front of the computer. And lots of happy name day. if only they knew that I don't want it. if only someone would know that today I want to stay in bed and sleep all day long because in the last couple of months I began feeling older and older.

so tired. a friend called me today but I couldn't remember what we talked on the phone. if only they knew that I don't want to smile today while saying thank you. that I'd rather be left alone while doing my job. that all I want today is to stay in bed and talk to no one.

but no one ever gets it.

1 comment:

  1. just sharing a tiny cupcake with a tiny candle for today's anniversary!

    (and you don't have to thank me)


With the past, I have nothing to do; nor with the future. I live now. Ralph Waldo Emerson

Don’t pray when it rains if you don’t pray when the sun shines.

îmi ţin fericirea în buzunare, în zeci de buzunare cusute pe dos.

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