so tired. I stay inside tonight and I write a play review. I wrote half and I had two coffee mugs already. will not sleep tonight, that's for sure. next on the list: my neighbour totoro, one of miyazaki's best movies. my back's killing me but I sit on the floor and write. have to finish my review, have to make another cup of coffee. I wonder how I managed to finish all my tasks back in college. now I have fewer things to do but I was never so tired and so lost.